Random Musings
The rebel in me who wouldn’t stay in control and the control freak self which would never let go were at their never ending battle. It has always been like that. I have always been like that. But today was different. Sitting in the spinning office chair in the middle of all the work the heart was wandering in distant memories. Well, very little is left of those, except perhaps one picture which appears with his contact because the phone has become smart. I look at the photo. That same smile. Beautiful. He likes to pose for photographs. But this one looks more natural. The expressions are more child like here. And he looks so happy. Looks like he was out with his friends on some short trip. And I smile. I smile at him who is happily smiling back at me through that phone. And the memories come crashing down. When was the last time we smiled together? I remember all those moments we spent together. They seemed so distant but suddenly they all feel so close… mind can play serio...